Calm in the 2ww...lol:)

Today is 7dpo for me. I am starting to stress and wonder...looking for any little sign. There is not a one of course, but I'm sure I'll start creating them in a few days. I have a great imagination:) I don't think this month is it for some reason, not sure why. I am trying to say positive...but. This is getting more and more trying, I want it more than anything, but having my heart broken every month is getting old. It will soon be a year of meds with ovulating once. Is it time for a TTC break? OK enough negativity...I go for my CD24 progesterone check on Sat. morning. I'm praying that will put the color back in my rainbow! Even If this isn't the month for me if I O'd on Femara I will hopefully have some new light to stare at in the end of this long tunnel:)