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I work at a nursing home so death is inevitable. I have been there 2 years and dealt with my fair share of people going to the greater beyond. The effect it has one me is never good and hopefully it's something I never get used to. That would make me some kind of freak. Two days ago I had to help remove a 410pd. man from his room to go to the funeral home. As you could imagine there were a lot of people in the room, as I held his arm I looked down and saw his watch still ticking on with time, hours after he passed. The irony in this made the room spin around me, somehow I kept my composure and moved on with my day. BUT...it makes me think, Am I obsessing so much about a new baby that I am missing moments with the DD I have?